Language.
I was so bored at work and I decided to drop by at the Thinking Humanitarian's page and I was really surprised to see some of my classmates still communicating at that space. I got hit by a sudden surge of nostalgia because well, I used to visit that page every other day during the Alevels period, impatiently waiting for a reply or a comment for my essay just so I can get started on another one.That place always gives me inspiration to write, to blog, to keep in touch with the language and well, now that As are over, I realized I've kinda neglected writing. I know it sounds crazy, since I'm not actually doing it as a profession or something but I always get this adrenaline rush whenever I visit it, or when I write. Well, I enjoy that feeling :)
Like, man, I feel like I gotta write or do something if not something just feels wrong. As much as I hate to admit this, but I really do miss GP. It was one subject that made me break down a lot during Prelims but I pulled myself back up and started loving the language. I think that's another reason why I'm thinking of going into journalism too. I mean, its amazing, that as simple as the words can be, it brings out countless of meanings to people and can also move the world.
Well, prolly that's why I'm one of the few who's constantly trying to revive my blog, because its the only place that I can truely express myself with the language and still get in touch with it personally. I know that I haven't written like this in the longest time and I'm not trying to act deep or whatsoever but well, I just miss it you know. More importantly, I'm just deeply afraid that I've lost the skill to do it. To write.
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