Off.

Results have been released, everything has been confirmed.
I'm supposed to feel happy but I'm not really. I don't know, there's still something weighing me down. I don't want to leave anyone behind.
I don't know, maybe I seem hypocritical typing all these becos I'm supposed to feel happy and yadayadayada becos I've nothing more to worry about.

But asking me to leave my closest friend behind and feel happy?
Well, you gotta be kidding me.