Do not love me because I love you. Love me for loving me. Well, I was supposed to blog this afternoon, but I was so caught up with sleepin...

Gasping for air.

11:21 PM Cassandra Tan 0 Comments

Do not love me because I love you. Love me for loving me.

Well, I was supposed to blog this afternoon, but I was so caught up with sleeping and Gossip Girl that I actually forgot. Watched 11 episodes of Gossip Girl today. Great accomplishment for me. :)
Didn't really touch any homework today except for maths. Well, I did try to start on Chem elearning, but the audio kept screwing up. It's all solved now though. :)

So I had 4e4's class gathering on Tuesday.
Met up with Fongkiat, Charlene and Charmaine at Woodlands mrt before heading there. I'm glad that I actually met FongKiat if not I would have struggled with that 2 big bottles on my own. :D

So yeap, the BBQ was rather quiet at first, since most people started to arrive only at 7 plus. Chilled at the lounge with the 3 of them but went out to get 6 more bottles of drinks before that. :)
The class started arriving, and BBQ-ed and all. Same old stuff. :)

Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma with the guys after that. :D
Drank about 6 cups of F&N Orange? Yeah, I think it was 6, if not even more. I was the one setting the number and they had some kind of new rule for it. So yeap. But it was super fun. Couldn't stop laughing. :D

Bused home with Fk, Yj, Charlene, Charmaine and some of the class people after that, while the others headed off to some other place. It was about 11pm and all, and we kept getting chased out by the guards and people started complaining about our noise level. :/
























Yeap, the last picture kinda got people liking and commenting it on facebook. Haha, Yuchao looked like a tiko.

So yeah.

I'm not prepared for school. At least not yet. The thought of Monday gives me chills. I'm so caught up with life now that I can't picture myself mugging and struggling all over again.
Sometimes I wonder whether all these was the right choice for me. I feel so sick of everything. So sick of struggling with all the undone work and the stress with everything else. Sometimes, I get so tired that I can't set my mind straight. I get emotional, and I start to cry.

But regardless of all these, I think this was the only route for me.
I can't picture myself going the other way either. I would have suffered more.
Life sucks, then you die. Well, thats how it's said anyway.

I'm feeling emotional all over again.
Hope tomrorrow will be awesome. :)

Seeyousoon.

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