Okay, lets start off this blog post in a CALM MANNER , shall we ? I'm afraid that all those nicenice words will start coming out of my m...

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3:41 PM Cassandra Tan 0 Comments

Okay, lets start off this blog post in a CALM MANNER, shall we ?
I'm afraid that all those nicenice words will start coming out of my mouth again, like what happened yesterday, when i was coming down the stairs from the room & walking out of school. No, i wasnt really the only one doing that. Even the most decent person were also cursing & swearing their head away.
From what i remember, the Sec 1s too, had that look on their faces.
No, Sec 3s, i dont blame you for pumping us like that.
I blame you, the jerk/whatsoever fucker(opps!) who said that. Like hello ? before you start saying anything, please remember who you are saying it to.
& i'm blaming/hating/wanting to kill the whosoever the most. [Those people who i talked to on the phone ytd will know who]

Pumping part
"Continue staying at that position !"
"KNOCK IT DOWN 10 !"
"You will have to come back again on Tuesday"
all those will stay on my mind.
Most interesting of all, I will remember, my hands shaking like mad, & how i feel like shouting across the room "WAH LAO EH ! You know ah, everythime when blahblahblahblah, will say blahblahblah. Like a normal routine."
But i can't.
Later it cry.
"WAHHHHHH ! They bully me ! zhelp !"
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After that
I really dont know how many times i said the word Fuck after that incident.
Everything started to come out, all the vulgarities.
I remembered a line that i said the most
"FUCK LA. HOW I WISH LIKE TAKING A BLEAH AND BLEAH IT. FUCK ! THEN BLEAH IT INTO BLEAHS"
I chose to write the word bleahs, in case anything happens again.
Like so troublesome la.
On the trip home, emo-ed all the way without talking.
Did not have dinner too, was too pissed.
Cant eat.
Win already lah.

Sensitivity topic
This topic TOTALLY does not apply to anyone or any insult, critisism, sacarism, hurting anyone's feelings, or whatsoever crap.
There are actually many classes of "Sensitive"
But if you belong to the Top class, a.k.a the VERY SENSITIVE class, better stop reading.

Here I go :
Bottom class : NOT SENSITIVE AT ALL.
eg: Someone says that you are ugly/dumb/stupid/idiotic in front of you, you will treat it as nothing happen & continue with your life. But you still change a little :D
*Personal favourite !
Reason : DUH. Everyone likes hanging out with this type of people. We dont have to like watch what we say to the person at all. But of course, dont be too harsh :D

Middle class : SOMETIMES SENSITIVE & SOMETIMES NOT.
eg. Somtimes, when people say that you are ugly/dumb/stupid/idiotic in front of you, you sometimes don't give a damn at all but sometimes still worry.
You change :D
*Personal favourite 2 !
Reason : Well, its good to be a little sensitive at times though, then change.

Top class : DAMN SENSITIVE

eg. Like if people just jokes to you that you are ugly/dumb/stupid/idiotic in front of you, you will take it to hard and think that you are really one of those things. Then prob keep worrying abou nothing. You still dont change.
* Personal hatred !
Reason : its like so what la. People will have to control how they speak, what they say, and keep comforting you that you are not one of those things. But in the end, you still do not believe.
Well, people like me dont really have to much patience lah, so yea, i dont like.

I will repeat once AGAIN.

This topic TOTALLY does not apply to anyone or any insult, critisism, sacarism, hurting anyone's feelings, or whatsoever crap.

Thank you,
& Bye.

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