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I actually didn't want to post this out, but maybe i will.
This post won't last long, probably I'll like save it as drafts by tmr.
Who knows? Maybe i'll like like post it out and never save it back.

Well, nothing intersting happened today.
Met Jason early in the morning and walked to school. As usual, laughed and laughed.
Had 2 periods of Science, slacked and all.
Met up after school for somekind of meeting, talked about the performance and all before moving on to Mac for lunch.
Oh yes, went HIGHHH with HuiSze before that. LOL. Was singing and singing while going to the toilet.
Girlfriend<33>Well, I serious don't want to believe that this is happening but I can't.
I don't want to lose both of you and all, but i cant help to have this insecure feeling now.
I seriously don't think that the swear is working, somehow.
Its maybe just that the problem lies with me, that I'm just too sensitive or ---.
I can't help to think or behave like this.

its just like a cycle, repeating over and over again.
I know that I'm selfish, but how i wished that i didn't ---- blah to you.
Well, I finally learnt my lesson of taking ---.

&its either you hate me or her.
oh yes, don't ever ask me what this is all about, cause' i'll never ever say it out, regardless of who it is.

Goodbye!